It's me...your Sweetheart. I am just writing to say I love you. I miss you terribly and think of you everyday. So many things remind me of you that it's hard not to think of you.
If I hear Yellow Submarine play...I remember the time when I was a little girl sitting on your bed and I wasn't feeling well. You picked up your guitar and started playing and singing that song to me...but in a funny voice. :) I can still hear it to this day. If I see a hanging fruit basket in someones kitchen...I think of how yours never had fruit in it...it had candy bars! Or anytime someone wears socks with flip-flops...yep Ninja Turtle feet. Reminds me of you! Brown clothes remind me of you. Shoshone reminds me of you, frozen grapes, hotdogs on bread...not a bun, that old weird nose board game that we could never remember the name of...all remind me of you. Old coffee cups, which I have a collection of now...yes all because of you. When I look in the mirror EVERYDAY and see the music notes flowing up from my heart...I really think of you.
I have so many memories of you and although not all of them were good, the good ones are the ones I choose to remember. You are not with me anymore...I wish you were. I wish you could have met my wonderful and loving husband...my 3 absolutely amazing children. I even wish you could have met Rocky. :) I wish you could be here for holidays and school events to watch my kids grow. I wish they could know who they are talking about when they do refer to you.
I am so sorry your time on earth was cut so short. You didn't deserve to go so soon. Just know I will always love you, miss you and think of you! You were my Daddy and still are!
Love Forever,
Your Sweetheart!
